Duplicitous x Lessons of Love

 I love you LORD. I fall short constantly. Like Paul, I find myself doing the things that I'd rather not do while not doing the things that I should do... Its duplicitous to think that your love (God) would let me fall when everything about you speaks life to my inner being.  I give you my pain for your joy, my disobedience for your grace. my life for your salvation. Let me not LIVE double-mind any longer but be transparent and grateful in all circumstances.

Lord help me to stay focused on the primary goal which is to make much of you so that I do not waste my life on selfish entitlements and lacking gratitude for where you've brought me from.